I always knew I meant nothing to you
You still came back into my life
You knew how much I loved you
You still came back
You knew how much I could and did for you
You still came back
But here now at the end of my delusion
Out of inebriation
For once I wanted you to come back
You will never come back
Oh, the destroyer of me, my lord (my brain) whom this body serves
Take me away from this hell
Take me away from her
Take my mind and rot it till it can't think any more
Take me away
Break me free
Because she isn't coming back
After all the drugs only kept her away in my head
But I keep wishing for her to come back
What horrendous sins must I have committed to deserve this joylessness of a life
Faces around me laugh at my despair
I am now beyond repair
Waiting for you to come back.
A fool, an idiot, a moron, an asshole, a violent psychopath I became waiting, waiting and waiting for you to keep coming back.
I wish I could rip each strand of your being away from me
I wish I could forget you
I wish you never came back
I knew you were poison
But I still swallowed your pain
You were the one person who I did really love
And I wish I never fall in love again.
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