Reality of The Fiction in my head

I broke a million hearts trying to give you mine

I became a person so vile, 

That my promises no longer carry any meaning,

I became someone who could not see beyond you

Blinded by you as if I stared right into the white snow, as the sunlight fell on it

I no longer care how much it hurts

If there was only a way for you to trust me

When I say I haven't loved anyone but you

Perhaps my lifetime is not enough

But I am certain that in another world you are still mine

I broke a million hearts trying to give you mine

I became so good at lying that I forgot what reality is

Living a lie everyday ever since I broke up with you

There are no words for me to apologize

There is nothing I have hidden from you

Even if there is no love for me within you

I will still keep trying to make your mine

Ritvik